Wednesday, April 13, 2005

And now for some sad news...

Well, I lost my job today. Actually, I found out last night, but today I got it officially from the President of our very little company. I'm freeelance, so it's no big deal. The project would have ended eventually. But the client very suddenly pulled the plug yesterday, and left us all reeling. My first reaction, I am sorry to say, was along the lines of "oh no we just moved to a more expensive apartment", but a minute later I got back to my faith and remembered that :

#1 I prayed a good deal about making this move so I was sure when we made the decision that it was a good one. How did I know? Well, that's tough to explain, but I guess it boils down to all of my fears and questions being resolved, and more than that, an overall peace that only God can give to a Type A that this was a good opportunity

and#2 That we have been down to our last $20 before and we have never EVER lacked anything we needed. God is faithful my friends. He promised to care for His children and He does indeed. It would be sinful of me to worry. So I'm saying no to anxiety this time and waiting prayerfully for what is next. I'm sure it will be good, whatever it is!

#3 I can't help but notice that they could have pulled the plug at any time, but it didn't happen until just after we were settled into our new home (we turned in the old place's keys last Friday). I don't believe this timing was by accident.

SO, here I am. I have a cold, but I am at work, waiting for some work to do (I'm not officially done till a week from Friday) . In other news, I talked to my friend, who's an editor, yesterday--a contact I made at the conference--and she and I are working together to try and get me published within the next couple of years. I have a lot to learn about writing/illustrating picture books, but I have someone who believes in me and is mentoring me, so I am well equipped. I hope that it all works out, because I think it would be a lot of fun to be an author/illustrator. I really like doing it so far; it feels like a natural fit for my skills (still improving) and personality.

Anyway, hope you're all doing well. Kurt and I would appreciate your prayers about where I should go next. Whatever He wants is great to me!

His blessings to each of you!

4 Comments:

Blogger Ryan said...

Well, this means more time to work on your book and unpack, right? :) I'm sure another opportunity will present itself eventually. While we are stationary we often don't realize how many chances and openings pass near us since we aren't looking. Once you begin to search you'll find many paths to explore.

And, hey, when's the housewarming party going to be?

4/13/2005 1:33 PM  
Blogger David Cho said...

Thanks for sharing the news, and also thanks for being an inspiration to this man of little faith.

I took a few moments just now to pray for you. You will certainly land on your feet somewhere as God opens doors.

I still remember vividly the evening my boss informed me that the following day was my last day. But that event lead me to open my own consulting business which I couldn't be happier with.

Thanks again and keep us informed. And now you can blog on a more regular basis!

4/13/2005 4:48 PM  
Blogger Jenn said...

Thanks so much, all of you, for your support and encouragement. I feel so blessed to have you all for friends.
I did get some encouraging news after posting this entry--there are several new projects that might land here soon, and there is a position built into most (if not all) of them for me. I don't know if/when any of them will come through, or for how long each job would last, but it is at least encouraging to hear that I might only miss a couple of weeks of work. I'll keep you updated on God's faithfulness in my life...

4/18/2005 9:50 AM  
Blogger David Cho said...

Hey Jenn,

I will be hosting a BBQ at my house on May 21st. I timed it so that Jenny could join us. Email me for details - profnachos@yahoo.com

4/25/2005 9:56 PM  

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